Does God Exist?

The broader implication is that the search for God may not be a purely intellectual endeavor.

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God the Father, Cima da Conegliano, c. 1510–1517 [Source: Wikimedia]

“For those who believe, no proof is necessary; for those who do not believe, no proof is enough.” ~ Attributed to St. Thomas Aquinas

The Revelation

This essay is not meant to offer conclusive proof of God’s existence, nor is it intended to convince anyone of a particular metaphysical position. Rather, it is an invitation to reflect, to question, and perhaps to deepen our understanding of belief, doubt, and the subtle interplay between reason and experience that defines the human encounter with the divine.

A few days ago, I read an interesting book: The Immortal Mind, written by Michael Egnor and Denyse O’Leary. Dr. Egnor, Professor of Neurosurgery at the Renaissance School of Medicine at Stony Brook, opens his narrative with a confession both disarming and intellectually provocative: he was once an atheist. This admission is not merely autobiographical; it is epistemological. It situates the author within a tradition of skepticism that privileges empirical verification over metaphysical speculation, and yet, paradoxically, it is from within this very skepticism that his transformation emerges.

The catalyst for this transformation was neither abstract philosophy nor theological disputation, but an intensely personal and existential crisis. His infant son, for a sustained period after birth, had shown no signs of recognizing his parents. The absence of eye contact—so fundamental to human bonding—suggested to Dr. Egnor the possibility of autism. The terror he describes is not merely clinical; it is profoundly human. It is the fear of relational absence—the prospect that one’s child might exist in a solipsistic world, sealed off from the reciprocity of love and recognition.

And then, in a moment that defies conventional categories of explanation, something occurred.

Dr. Egnor recounts entering a chapel in a Catholic hospital, compelled not by belief but by desperation. His prayer was not the confident articulation of faith, but rather the hesitant plea of uncertainty: “I don’t believe in God, but I’ll do anything now… God, I don’t know if you exist, but I need help. I am terrified that my son is autistic. It’s agony to have a child who will never know or love me. ” What followed was, in his words, the only instance in his life where he heard a voice in his head that was not his own: “But that’s what you are doing to me.”

This utterance—simple, direct, and profoundly disarming—reversed the axis of his fear. The anxiety he had projected onto his son was mirrored back upon himself. In that moment, he was no longer merely a concerned father; he was an estranged being, disconnected from the very source of his existence. The experience, as he describes it, was transformative: “It was like a curtain had been lifted and the source of my life was speaking to me directly.”

“I collapsed in front of the altar. The voice I heard had not only spoken seven words, but I felt like he knew me intimately and had been watching me with love and wisdom all my life and that he knew me better than I knew myself.. It was like a curtain had been lifted, and the source of my life was speaking to me directly. My heart burned within me.

When I recovered, I prayed. “Lord, I will stop doing it to you. I’m sorry. I won’t be autistic to you any longer. Please heal my son, and please heal me. I left the chapel a shaken man: a different man.

A few days after my prayer in the chapel, I went home in the evening to my son’s sixth-month birthday celebration. That night, he was behaving like a completely normal child, looking us in the eye, smiling and laughing. I knew I had experienced a miracle. It seemed as if, just as I stopped ignoring the Lord, he had also allowed my son to see me. The next Easter, I was baptized, along with my son and other members of my family”

Conversations with God

At this juncture, one is reminded of the oft-cited aphorism: “For those who believe, no proof is necessary; for those who do not believe, no proof is enough.” Whether or not its attribution to Thomas Aquinas is accurate is immaterial. Its philosophical resonance lies in its articulation of a fundamental epistemic divide. Belief, particularly in matters transcending empirical verification, is not merely the conclusion of reasoning; it is often the precondition for a certain kind of understanding.

Dr. Egnor’s experience does not constitute “proof” in the scientific sense. It cannot be replicated, measured, or falsified. Yet, to dismiss it outright would be to ignore the phenomenological richness of human experience. The question, therefore, is not whether such experiences prove the existence of God, but whether they reveal dimensions of reality that elude purely materialist frameworks.

It is here that the works of Neale Donald Walsch have become particularly instructive. In Conversations with God, Walsch presents a series of dialogues purportedly between himself and the divine. While critics have questioned the ontological status of these conversations, their philosophical import lies in the manner in which they reframe the relationship between the human and the divine.

In one striking passage, Walsch writes: “You believe in a God who demands something—and gives nothing in return. I tell you this: God asks nothing, and gives everything.” This inversion challenges the transactional conception of divinity that pervades much of religious thought. It suggests that the divine is not an external authority imposing conditions, but an immanent presence inviting recognition.

Similarly, in Knowing God, Walsch explores the idea that the divine is not something to be proven, but something to be experienced. Knowledge, in this context, is not propositional but relational. It is not about asserting that God exists, but about encountering a reality that transforms one’s understanding of existence itself.

Dr. Egnor’s experience can be interpreted through this lens. The voice he heard did not present an argument; it posed a question—one that implicated him in the very condition he feared. It was, in essence, a call to awareness. And in responding to that call, he underwent a transformation that was both psychological and spiritual.

The subsequent recovery of his son—described as a sudden normalization of behavior—introduces an additional layer of complexity. To the skeptic, this may be attributed to developmental variability or misdiagnosis. To the believer, it may be seen as a miracle. Yet, perhaps the more pertinent question is not which interpretation is correct, but what the experience signifies.

In legal discourse, particularly in the field of international air law with which I am intimately familiar, the concept of “proof” is rigorously defined. Evidence must meet established standards; claims must be substantiated through verifiable data. However, even within this domain, there exists an acknowledgment of the limits of proof. Circumstantial evidence, presumptions, and inferences all play a role in shaping judgments. The law, for all its precision, operates within a framework that recognizes the complexity of truth.

Similarly, in the domain of metaphysics, the demand for empirical proof may be misplaced. The existence of God, if it is to be meaningfully considered, may not be amenable to the methodologies of the natural sciences. This does not render it irrational; rather, it situates it within a different epistemic category.

Consider the phenomenon of love. It cannot be quantified or empirically verified in any comprehensive sense, yet its reality is indisputable to those who experience it. To demand “proof” of love in the same manner as one would demand proof of a chemical reaction is to misunderstand its nature. The same may be said of faith.

This is not to suggest that belief should be uncritical. On the contrary, the history of human thought is replete with examples of dogmatism leading to intolerance and conflict. The challenge, therefore, is to cultivate a form of belief that is both reflective and open—one that acknowledges the limits of human understanding while remaining receptive to experiences that transcend those limits.

In this regard, the narrative of Dr. Egnor serves as a compelling case study. It illustrates how personal experience can disrupt established frameworks of thought and open new avenues of inquiry. It also underscores the role of vulnerability in the process of transformation. It was not in his capacity as a scientist, but in his condition as a father in distress, that he encountered the possibility of the divine.

The broader implication is that the search for God may not be a purely intellectual endeavor. It may require a certain disposition—a willingness to engage with uncertainty, to confront one’s own limitations, and to remain open to the possibility that reality is more expansive than our current paradigms allow.

The question of God’s existence remains one of the most profound and contested issues in human thought. This essay has not sought to resolve that question, but to explore it through the lens of personal experience, philosophical reflection, and literary insight. The account of Dr. Egnor, the writings of Neale Donald Walsch, and the enduring resonance of the aphorism attributed to Thomas Aquinas all point to a common theme: that belief and proof occupy different domains, and that the absence of one does not necessarily negate the presence of the other.

Ultimately, the invitation is not to believe or disbelieve, but to think—to engage with the question in a manner that is both rigorous and open, critical yet receptive. For in that engagement lies the possibility of insight, and perhaps, for some, the quiet emergence of faith.

My Take

Dr. Michael Egnor’s conclusion—that it is entirely possible that ordinary scientific causes in nature may originate from outside nature, and that nature is not a closed system—strikes at the very heart of a long-standing epistemological orthodoxy. For centuries, the prevailing scientific narrative has been anchored in the assumption of causal closure: that every physical event has a sufficient physical cause within the system of nature itself. This principle, while methodologically useful, may well be metaphysically incomplete.

In The Immortal Mind, Dr. Egnor advances a thesis that is at once bold and disquieting to the materialist imagination: that the human mind—more precisely, the soul—is not merely a byproduct of neural processes but is ontologically distinct from the brain. The brain, in this formulation, is not the generator of consciousness but its instrument. This distinction is not merely semantic; it has profound implications for how we understand personhood, agency, and indeed, the possibility of transcendence.

The analogy that most readily comes to mind is that of a musician and his instrument. The violin may produce sound, but it does not compose the music. If the strings are damaged, the melody may be distorted, yet the composer remains intact. Similarly, neurological impairments may affect the expression of consciousness without necessarily negating its source. This perspective challenges the reductionist view that equates mind with matter and invites us to consider a more layered ontology—one in which the physical and the metaphysical coexist in a dynamic and reciprocal relationship.

Dr. Egnor draws upon a range of clinical observations to support this view. Cases of hydrocephalus, where individuals function with significantly reduced brain matter, raise questions about the sufficiency of neural substrate for cognitive capacity. Likewise, phenomena such as near-death experiences, veridical perceptions during periods of minimal brain activity, and the persistence of personality despite neurological trauma all suggest that consciousness may not be entirely tethered to the physical brain.

To be sure, these examples do not constitute definitive proof. But they do, as Dr. Egnor rightly observes, open a window—however narrow—through which alternative explanations may be contemplated. And it is in this contemplative space that the notion of the soul as external to the brain gains a certain philosophical traction.

The implications of this thesis extend beyond neuroscience into the realm of jurisprudence and ethics. If the mind is not reducible to brain function, then the legal conception of responsibility must be revisited. The doctrines of mens rea and actus reus, foundational to criminal law, presuppose a coherent and autonomous agent. But if agency is rooted in a non-material soul, then the conditions under which responsibility is ascribed may require a more nuanced understanding—one that accounts for the interplay between the physical limitations of the brain and the enduring integrity of the self.

Furthermore, the idea that nature is not a closed system reintroduces, albeit cautiously, the possibility of divine agency. This is not to suggest a return to pre-scientific explanations where God is invoked to fill gaps in understanding. Rather, it is to acknowledge that the boundaries of nature, as currently conceived, may not encompass the totality of existence. If causes can indeed originate from outside the natural order, then the door remains open—however slightly—for a transcendent source of being.

This perspective finds resonance in the writings of Neale Donald Walsch, particularly in Conversations with God, where the divine is portrayed not as an external manipulator of events but as an ever-present consciousness in which all existence participates. While Walsch’s work is often categorized as spiritual rather than scientific, it nonetheless articulates a vision of reality that aligns, in certain respects, with Dr. Egnor’s thesis: that consciousness precedes and informs matter, rather than the other way around.

It is also worth noting that the idea of the soul as distinct from the body is not new. It has been a central tenet of philosophical and theological traditions ranging from Plato to Thomas Aquinas. What is novel in Dr. Egnor’s approach is the attempt to reconcile this ancient intuition with contemporary scientific discourse. In doing so, he does not seek to undermine science but to expand its conceptual horizon.

Critics may argue that such an approach risks conflating empirical inquiry with metaphysical speculation. And indeed, there is a danger in overextending scientific findings into domains where they may not be fully applicable. However, to dismiss the possibility of non-material causation outright is to impose a metaphysical constraint that is itself unproven. Science, at its best, is not a dogma but a method—one that thrives on openness, skepticism, and the willingness to revise its assumptions in light of new evidence.

In this context, Dr. Egnor’s work can be seen as a form of intellectual provocation—a challenge to reconsider the boundaries of what we consider knowable. It does not compel belief, nor does it offer irrefutable proof. But it does, in a manner both subtle and profound, invite us to re-examine the foundations of our understanding.

If the soul is indeed external to the brain, then the implications are nothing short of transformative. Death, in this framework, is not the cessation of existence but the dissolution of a particular mode of expression. Consciousness, rather than being extinguished, may persist in a form that eludes our current modes of perception. Such a view does not negate the value of empirical science; rather, it situates it within a broader metaphysical landscape.

In conclusion, Dr. Egnor’s assertion that nature is not a closed system and that there is room for God is not a retreat into mysticism but an invitation to intellectual humility. It reminds us that the universe may be more intricate, more layered, and more mysterious than our current paradigms can fully capture. And in that mystery lies not only the possibility of the divine, but also the enduring enigma of the human soul.

Ruwantissa Abeyratne

Dr. Abeyratne teaches aerospace law at McGill University. Among the numerous books he has published are Air Navigation Law (2012) and Aviation Safety Law and Regulation (to be published in 2023). He is a former Senior Legal Counsel at the International Civil Aviation Organization.

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